I pass by the empty room
With no lights
And broken windows
Every night and day

Where you stabbed me
And I stabbed you
And both died eventually
Lying on the floor

After all these years
The police won’t be coming
Still I do take care of
Preserving that moment

Say you like it
Say you don’t

Say you want to do it
Say you are afraid

Say you can do it
Say you can’t

Say you are you
Say you are not
Everything you are not

I bought a husband today

Collecting every part from everywhere

1-hour-babydaddy from my therapist

2-minute-listener from the butcher

3-and-a-half-dopamine from a cup of coffee

7-year-amount of orgasm from Prince

And a laying-down-shape of a male on the bed from the guy in the house

Whom I say hi there

Last night I saw you
Held you in my arms, felt your tender cheek
You showed me how you loved me
So clearly
And also secretly

That was my reality
They call
A dream

I lay on the floor

Leaning on your piano

And remembered the love I had for you 30 years ago

How weird that I still want to marry a child who aren’t even real

내 작은 고양이
말도 없이 표정도 없이 다가와
코에 코를 맞대며 잠시 숨결을 나누네
가슴 속에서 데워진 바람이 너의 냄새를 품고
내게 들어와 다시 가슴으로 스며서
온 몸을 도네 그건 몸의 어떠한
어설픈 비비댐보다도 완전한 섞임

당신의 마음은 그렇게
내게 들어와 가슴으로 스미지
그렇게 당신은 당신을 나누어서
내게 주지 당신의 향기와 따스함과 물기가 어린
마음의 숨결을 내게 합쳐주지

Even if I’ve never seen a good example,

I know I can be as I want to

너의 고통도
나의 것처럼
보기보다 짐작보다
의외로 하루하루
견딜 만하기를

가끔은 잊거나
익숙해진 순간 덕에
매일을 넘기기가
생각보단 괜찮아서

때로는 적당히
아무렇지 않은 듯이
그렇게 시간과
일과에 등 떠밀려

지루한 듯 평화로이
살아내고 있기를

First

Fixed

Fantasy

Fragile

Failure

Fault

Forget

Forgive

Food

Family

Friends

Forever

In Brüssel of spring
I waited
Until you came to
Seoul of summer

Now I see you walk into the cold foggy morning again